Too Much Pain, And Nowhere To Put It.

Dear Constant Reader,

I must be allowed to talk about this since nobody has really told me otherwise.
I got some public trustee letters in the mail today that clearly make me no longer responsible for the mother that I love, and the mother that makes me nuts.
Seeing her signature on these papers saddened me -as if I wasn't already there- but seeing that just made it all too real for me.
I seriously wanted to stay in bed, but I realized that staying in bed wouldn't have been a healthy choice. At least I'm still capable of realizing that.
Looking at the places where my Mom scratched her signature was a magnifier moment for me, and I'm most definately going to be spending the rest of the day hurting more than I should.

Arthur
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